Pathetic Me

I wish the sky was blue today
So I could fly myself
To the white clouds
Play with the wind
Let the pain slip to my soul
‘Cause I finally realized
The rainbow is waiting
For me somewhere..

I’d may be look pathetic
If you could see me
Floating around up above
Weeping to the earth
Let the rain wet my soul
‘Cause I actually realized
The rainbow is smiling
For me somewhere..

I know I’m noone to you
So I will run away
Finding something
Or somebody
And hope he would patch me up
‘Cause I can visualize
The rainbow is waving
At me somewhere..

East Kalimantan, 30 September 2003.